Babaji mai ek hi bat janti hu kitni sach h kitni juth nhi pta suna aap jab naamdan dete ho to namdan lene wale ko aap apna beta ya beti bna lete ho .sache patsah agr ye sahi h to aap aage rply dena nhi to koi bat nhi .
Ab asl mudda muje to guru chahiyen tha isliye maine aap se nam ki dat pai us wqt sirf guru mana halanki ye sach hai ki us wqt anath thi mere ma-papa-or bde bhai ki death ho gai thi .chote bhai ki love marriage kra di .sab set ho jaisa ki hota h kahani hr gar ki meri umr jyada nhi thi tajurbe ki kami se mai unhe jayada jodkar nhi rakh saki aakhir bhabhi k aage harkar unse alg ho gai .akeli rahati papa k dwara choda gya money or khud ki kamai se kam chalati hu .bhai se alg hone pr mai tut gai tab muje radha soami ka rasta mila .
Malik tere dr pr pyar k liye aai pr pta nhi tha yha pr soda hota hai .ab mai thak gai hu mai suside krna chahati hu .mere mummy papa ki bhut ijjat thi bhut man tha unki death k bad bhi 8-10 salo tk unk man ko sinda rakha .pr ab sab khatm ho gya afsos satsang gr k kuch logo ke swarh k karan mai suside wali condition mai phuch gai .3 time try kr chuki hu mere sare raste bnd ho chuke hai .
Mai janti hu ki mai bach nhi skti thi pr aap unko support kr rhe ho .
Jab jo galat kr rha h or aap unko support kr rhe ho to kya aap muje nhi kr skte .
Agr aapko lagta hai aapne muje apni sishya nhi beti mana hai to aap muje dere bula lo kuch mahino ke liye muje apne pas rakha lo .mai suside nhi krna chahati hu mere ma-papa ki ijjat pr anuliya uthegi wo mar chuke mai unka name badnam nhi krna chahati hu .
Aap apne pas nhi bula skte to muje natural mot dedo jaise accident hearache aisi taki meri mummy papa ki ijjat hamesha bani rhe .itni dya kr do gurudev